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Here i m... in singapore when liru huiyi n joanne r happily enjoying themselves in HONG KONG now~~~~ *sObbzzzX* i wanna goooooooo..... but my sickening parents still tink i m like 8??? why can't they juz stand in my shoes n tink for me.... they were once young~~ n they dun understand us!!!!! got a huge quarrel with my mom ytd and JUZ!!!! I was trying to ask her nicely but she juz yelled at me for NOTHING!!!!! wtf.. wat did i do wrong? ppls' parents cn tok n listen to them but why mine juz noe how to scream at me!!!! I may be very childish for shouting them now.. i noe they wan e best interests in me... but tis is not e way to show it.... i m 18~~ they r acting like i m 8.... all i can do is to stay at home n rot... they will tink i m a good daughter............-_-
Okie... forget abt e hong kong trip... i came home abt 1215am juz now... my mother was like really scolding me... i really dun understandddddd~~~~ she called me thousands times ard 11++.... i nv ans n she was soo raged when i got home.... n mumble tat i will regret one dae.... wtf... sometimes.. i wondered wat is on their mind~~ i m oso not those kind tat smoke.. drugs.. club or tatoo-ing... i cn be in those "guai" list but no use.... -_- aniwei i was like quite pathetic todae... after work i got nothing to do but actually i was to meet wenlin n lizhen but for some reasonz, it was cancelled last min.. i dunwan to go home so early so as usual i went scott to look for ek.. den saw mork there oso... ahah he is another very free chap~.... so after quite awhile of toking or shl i sae crapping with ek.. me accomany mork go wisma to tk his stuff n oso find tongsheng... after tat when to look for ah paul in e everbest boutique.. after tat went far east to see nike dankx... ahahha shopping with mork was really fun~~ den meet ek after his wk and back to taka to look for mark...n tongsheng meet us too... ahahha luckily got mork there to entertain mee.... lastly we went chinatown for supper~~~ mork n tongsheng took bus while me n ek took mark's car there.... actualli i really dun mind going out with them coz they were really very CRAPPY .esp MORK.. totally look like a small boy~~ ahahaa.... i tink i almost dozed off while listening to their conversation... aniwei went home with tongsheng by cab coz we stay in serangoon~~ though i dun noe tongsheng long or not very close with him.. but i really feel comfortable toking to him... maybe liru is rite... no generation gap bah~~ Yawnzzzz.... now i m damn damn tired but i can't slp... waiting for my supper to get digested`~~~~~ ahahaha..... hmmm liru muz be enjoying herself now.... *envy***** maddie at 1:08 AM *HAHA* beta blog before my blog get closed down.. really haven been updating ya.. okie blame me for being lazy.. juz dun feel like staring into com nowadaes.. for tis past few daes.. alot things juz happened n ended fast before we all noe is over~ lstly.. hoho got myself a new haircut.. hmmm quite pleased with it tis time round.. coz is really something new i haven try before...liru n kathy oso got new looks... we definitely haf some changes.. *liru: nice hair if styled.. so u beta start to learn hw to style ya hair*--*kathy:cool punk hairr..lurvee it ^^* but e most concerning matter is wat happen to ricky(liru's supervisor).. though i had nv been under in charge by him, i seriously prefer him over tat shi fei zhu!! Ricky is juz some ppl tat u wont want to hate.. coz wat he sae n wat he do will juz mk ya pengxx... "aN diRty o|d mAn* nice but dirty minded all e times.. tis is wat i noe abt tis old man.. i cant possible sae he is a good man but neither he is a baddie.. juz tat he is abit " gian peng" or so called greedy.. he did some things tat no one had expect e outcome.. [ got caught stealing Ninewest handbag in Isetan Department n was immediately terminated from Fstreet company e very nxt dae ]Wat e hell is he tinking of? haiz.. greed really cost a "bomb"... making liru cry like.. buckets...? he really dotes liru n joanne alot from wat i see... their bonds r really strong... juz like me n ek.. though i noe ek dotes me 10000X moree...so u get imagine hw strong their bonds were.... Juz hope tat ricky could juz get away with some fines... afterall he still got a family to support... *gOd b|ess* Like liru sae, y ppl always realised how impt ppl ard them were when they were no longer there... we always foresee things in life n took things for granted.. when u lose it one dae, u will realise how painful e feelings is... i actually shed a few tears when i heard ek was being transfered to scott to tk over ricky's job.. n was no longer in taka anymore.. i dunno wat i m tinking of.. i was trying very very hard not to let my tears roll down but still failed.. e thought of ek was not going to be by my side anymore really scare me... i tink i really used to stick beside ek tat i forgotten how to be independent.. now ek is "gone".. i m really trying very very hard to depend on myself.. but i nearly bust out crying... todae was a horrible dae for me... 3 person working n e crowd was like fuck... i felt so helpless when everyone keep asking me for sizes... u noe juz like in those movies.. where there is alot of ppl nagging ard ur ears n u din noe who to listen to n u juz go bonkerxx... tat is e feeling i m going thru...*BEYOND DESCRIPTIONS* damn damn damn... i seriously miss ek alot alot... but becoz he is always there to help me out of e crowd, juz tat u noe u haf someone to relies on.. u will feel beta n someone to joke with u, eki s really my pillar of EVERYTHING!! but work is work.. like wat iversion told me... there will always be a time u haf to part with ur khakis n start eveything again... i will oso leave ELLE one dae.. leave Ek.. so i cannot be selfish now... n is juz tempoary coz by hook or crook.. i m going SCOTT!!!!!!!!! hope is asap!!!!!! HEHEHE..... guess i m pretty tired now coz cant hardly open my eyes... went to send hoisan in e morning [ late for an hr but still manage to reach by 9am ],my poly classmate off to hk coz she wont be back... though we din really noe each other well but she is one of those hardworking gals i noe... * jia you jia you* hope she will do well in her own country n see ya soon ^^ .... as usual, when come to weiming part,i really haf loads to comments on.. but i seriously got to stop here... before i zzz infront of my comie... ---___--- maddie at 12:25 AM DAMN DAMN M**K....aniwei watever it is, wat he do is none of my business.. tinking back.. i tink i haf been acting a fool or a sub??? watever~~~ oMgzz.. nowadaes guys juz can't been trusted!!! Todae work morning shift coz meeting yana n e rest for dinner sort of celebrating xiuzhen bdae.. went swesens n we sat there for abt 2hrs i guess.. hohoho hogging on e menu for a long time n finally decided on curry chicken baked rice but liru came n screamed tat it was not nice.. coz it will taste sucky after a few mouths.. so i changed to chicken baked rice.. ahahaa.. tats was delicious n got a merri mints ice cream for desert... it juz taste fanatasic~~~!!! hmmm... tis is e part tat liru's heart go "biang biang..~~" .... juz as we got out of e toilets in heerens.. guess who we saw???? Tat bu xiao zi.. br***T!!!! with his gf... so close n intimate... pOoor rUU... and i was e one who spotted him after seeing his pics in friendster ( sometimes friendster cn be really helpful) aniwei i guess liru really gave up... n e rest of e story cn forget abt telling coz overall.. conclusion : juz one of those flirts.....-_- seriously need time to heal tis unwanted wounds.. or juz some disappointment... there goes e same to me too... -_- maddie at 12:40 AM aRgxxWat will life gonna look like when there is nothing for u to do everydae?? hmm... rotting at home? day-dreaming? slacking ard..always finding food to eat n gradually grow fat.. ?? hohoho... i seem to be doing all these stuffs rite at e moment.. can't stand it anymore!!!!! Weather is really f**king hot now n i m sweating like hell with my air-con on!!! damnxx... =((((((((((((((((((((((((( maddie at 2:19 PM I m back... hmmm seriously speaking it was quite a fun trip.. beside e 18hrs journey to L.A.. god damn tired and seriously feeling sick now!!! got a shitty face with dried up skin and my mouth seem to look like ek's.... hahah coz it look swallow at e side.... =( aniwei i tink i gain some weight too....oh my goddddddddddd.....*sobsssssssssss* but who caresss... It was quite fun when i was is los angeles.. e weather was fine n cooling in e nite.. got in a city tour and saw JANET JACKSON'S house... it was located at beverly hills which is e mentioned by e driver tat it is e most expensive estate in e whole of L.A.. her god damn big hse was sooooo big.. juz like those castles in movies!! I m not kidding!! Went to e Canifornia adventure park which is newly build juz oppsite disneyland... but actually it is part of disneys' as well... pretty cool n their rides were more exciting compared to those in disneys' which r mainly for kids n family... i even screamed when i took e ferris wheelz... lOlz.. Took a van down to Las Vegas for abt 4hrs.. but our driver forgot to stop us at their factory outlets.. so in e end we got a detours and i can die sitting on e van for like 8hrs???? and e whether in L.V is seriously HOT!! 37 degree thru out e dae... no kidding n i practically feel my skin burning... so i was like staying in e hotel most of e time... juz can't stand those freaking weather!!!! Din get to go San Fransico coz got to took a bus for like 15hrs!!! and stay juz one dae there and back home... 15hrssss u noe.. no ways... in plane 18hrs was a killer not to mention bus... so got back 2daes earlier and i tink my dad is terribly BROKE....haha.. Anyway back in sg... life start to get boring soon... how i wish i can stay in L.A forever... rather den in tis plain bored island... Heard Liru got a dateeeeee.... hohohohooo good luck gurl*** dun miss tis chance.. Anyway i will be slacking till 15th... so i got e whole of e time slacking n rotting... ahah n growing fat... hmmm yah.. juz heard from ek tat markie got some new target in taka.. good for him... i got no commentzzsssssss......-_- Ohhh.... i got dark ringsss and i seriously got shi cha... shl i slp or shl i not slp??? maddie at 1:21 AM |
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