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Ytd i had a dream... it was rather a strange dream.. but all i noe is tat i was VERY PISSED OFF with ek... i was so angry tat i coundnt breath n communitate with him in e dream....lolx muz be i was mad with him e dae b4...... he call me n chit chat.. den he started to tell me abt his ex-gf.. and complain abt her still being so irritating... i dunno wat got me and i practically scolded him... i noe ek was just finding someone to tok to... i feel bad after tat but i cannot deny tat he was right and i was wrong... but he assumed tat i got so worked up is becoz i rem my ex bf... e way i was being treated is wat his ex gf is now going thru but tat will be e last thing i will ever think of... i was juz standing in a woman's shoes n tink... maybe he is right.. diff ppl haf diff opinion.... watever~~..... guys r all e same.... ek is no diff juz tat he noe how to tink..... and had nv blame me for anything... even when i vent anger at him during my "rushing-project-week".....thank youuu....=)
Nxt week onward wil be study week.... oHHHH eXam is nearing.... haixx juz hate exam...!!!!! gonna start studying on mOn le.. no more playing n slacking........ ahah i still rem last sem exam.. me n ru r crazy over gb... hMmm times flies.. now is e 2nd sem and i will be in 2nd yr after holidae.... tinking of those IT modules juz freaked me out... *b|essMe*
p.s. good luck to weiming.. he is re doing his java project for a better grade~~!! *Jia you Jia you ^^*
maddie at 1:26 AM CALL 1900-112-6868/33/55!!!!!!!!! Juz finish watching the NKF charity show... and i got loads of reflectionx to do... watever it is.. i feel very ashamed of myself.. ppl out there are trying every means to survive... nv ever complain why their fate are like tat... and wat m i doing?? having everything i wan in life and yet??? grumble n complain all day long....when i work.. is becoz i wanna spend... but like wise... gurlz of my age work... their motives are to lighten their family burden.... i m a disgrace... and still got e cheek ask my mother for money!!! GREAT... i m juz a good for nothing personx...! Anyway i juz hope that tis charity show can really encourage ppl to donate and help e needy.. and hope is enluff for everyone.... and there is one case they showed it out juz now... a 58 yrs old elderly woman... she is really very pitiful.. when her kidney fail... her husband n children left her!!!!!! when she used to take care of them when she is healthy n forgo her health and now.. tis is wat she have in return!!! OMGxxxx I WAS SO PISSED OFF!!! are they born without heart?? where is their conscious.... for goodness sake.. is their mother there...infront of e camera.. begging.. having to save a packet of rice for 2 daysss and ate rice with WATER!!!!! jobless and all her cff used up.. got no money for tml and still got to do dialysis everyday !!!! can someone help!!! if can... i rather dun eat and donate to her....compare to her pain n sufferingxx... mine is nothing!!!!! PEANUTXXX!!!
Juz pray hard for them... and i sincerly admire their courage..........and i m really fortunate here and i will treasure watever i have now b4 i regret....
maddie at 12:19 AM I M SO TIRED......!!!!!!!!!! =( I M GETTING FATTER N FATTER!!!!! GOING ON A DIET BY ALL MEANS......
CAN'T STAND MY FREAKING FAT BODY!! WTF ....
maddie at 12:05 AM HappY BELATED aPril's FoOL!! It doesn't seem to be a april's fool to me... in fact i totally forgotten all abt it... coz ytd was my POM presentation... reach sch.. rushing for those last min work.... got kinda pissed off by my grp mates... but can't be bothered!! FINALLY OVER.... whether is fail or pass i dun gif a damnx... i already did my part!!! JUst NOT MY DAY........=( *yAwnXxxx*Econx & jAva projectxxxxx.............................. !!!!
Anything is pOssible in tIs wOrldx!! I concluded after witnessing things happening ard me nowadays...
e MOST unbelievable things is EK ACTUALLY FALL FOR A GAL!! CAN ya believe it???? Okok... although i noe ek n his gf already got problem b4 tis gal appear and ek fall for her... but not everyone noe e inside story... wat will they tink of ek ?? jerkx?? But no matter wat happen... i will stand by his side... i trust his judgement... ahaha but somehow i still cannot accept tis fact... is way too sudden.... coz from e very lst day i know him.. i noe him as a very good bf.. but wat ek become todae... is totally different from 1++yrs ago... world change... ppl change... tis is wat i always believe... time cause feelings to fade off but yet oso strengthened someone else's bondx....
am i tinking too much? xP
Getting to noe things are going well for ek n aveline...deep down my heart... i pity his gf...maybe his gf is unreasonable at times with ek but still.. i can see tat she still love him anot... but ek insisted tat their feelings are fading off... even so it is true... but dun it sound unfair to his gf? having a one sided thought when it is a two person thing....
When ek told me his heart seem to be at aveline's side... i got a SHOCK!tis kind of words come out from ek's mouth... oMgx... i starting to wonder... are guys all e same? i noe ek and i noe he is a good guy... now even good guy like him can change... i dun pin hopes on others.... or shl i sae... nv believe in finding true love anymore.....=(
Watever it is... i juz pray hard for ek that things dun get out of control and no one is hurt.....
"........the way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore.....Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them ... it matters not. Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound,you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart. We love them for a million reasons, No paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of theheart... "
maddie at 11:32 PM
