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Tuesday, March 23, 2004

I sometimes juz hat my sis.. lst, she is unreasonable. She dun let me watch my Scv show at 9pm and i got to wait till 1.30am for e repeat telecast. Fine, now i juz wan to vex my anger to something by blogging, but guess wat she sae? : "wahx... blog ar... only "bo liao" ppl will do tat!" i rather choose to remain silence. if i speak up, she will give me her freaking face again.. everyone got loving sis, but i dun. Dun she noe wat is "give and take"? I always give in but why can't she do tat? i dun expect always but juz at times!!!!! Can i leave everything aside and hafe a good rest? Will there be someone willing to listen to my problems?? ARRGGZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!!!!! where can i vexed my anger!!!!!!!! neither will i go find someone toscream at... unfair to them... coz i once used to be one of those ppl..
anyway juz watch e incredible tales host by arch....wellxxx.......... really... unbelievable!!!!!!!!!!

maddie at 10:28 PM

Tuesday, March 16, 2004

Nv update ya for soooo long!!! Hmm... where shall i begin?? wellx rather busy these few days.. hee.. after my last ica of e week, have been slacking around n having funxx.... going after enenrgy n s.h.e.... but not like those crazy fans shouting n chasing after them la... juz watch them perform quietly... well i no need to sae more... energy are indeed cool n cute... and s.h.e are babes!!! bought their cd... it was WONDERFUL!! coolxx... these gals rockxxxxx..... lolzz..oPpss.. have been rather crazy over them... aniwei i sort of bUmped onto them when i was working on sat.. they came from e level 2 taxi stand there and went all e way up e escalators... i was excited but i nv do anything la... but hebe was really sweet... and blah blah....
back to work.... i was quite being entertained tat weekend, ek was back to work and i got to noe tis new promoter, winnie from andre valentino... she was one yr younger den me but was rather mature... a very sweet young lady with beautiful eye lashes.... and of coz last but not least, he was working tat day too... he is really my motivation to work. my day juz brighten up when i saw him. hehehee.... but as i tot over again, it was rather a dream n not a little bit realistic... -_-' but still... looking forward to see him tis coming weekend.....ohh yah... and we did tok.... and i did say or ermzz... wave him a goodbye when i finish work on sun.. so even it is impossible... i still can sae tat AT LEAST I DID TRYlolxxx...
yEsterdae went back taka to get my interview froM ek, but it was sort of not very accurate coz it was not done by the manager herself coz jenny haven manage to finish it so ek gt alot of ppl to do e interview... i was really touched although i was abit pissed off early e day for tat... anyway juz hope tat those ans could be in great help for POM project....so as usual... after tat went loitering around orchard with ru... den.. home sweet home..... i got so angry with myself coz i actually dozed off while waiting for my show to start!!!!!!!!!! i wanted to catch e repeat telecast todae at 1pm but!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i couldn't make it for some freaking AIA ppl asking me n my fren to sign up for some saving scheme.... and i diD!!!!!! paying them $36.80 per month to help me save money... i oso dunno wat got into my head to agree with tat.... i m always brokeeee at e end of e month and i still got to pay them to SAVE for me.... oMg~!!! i m starting to regret now!!!! SOMEONE HELP!!!!!! it was like for 3yrs!!!! IM DEAD.... can i decline e agreement....???
It was pouring heavily now... so glad to be homee..... mummy n daddy went malaysia todae... got to settle dinner with my bro.. gonna go bath n tk a nap now..... *yaWnxzzzz*

maddie at 3:52 PM

Sunday, March 14, 2004

**** TIREDX ****

maddie at 1:22 AM

Tuesday, March 09, 2004

YuppIee !!! left one java practical test tml and i m done for e week!!!!! Damn shagxx... these few days haven been sleeping wellx.... yAwnNxxx...well actuALLy becoz i was quite addicted to SCV shows recently.. got kinda hooked up... leaving me no times for my work...hee.. i could actually fall asleep last nite without studying my statisticx test todae! oMg~when i woke yp 5++ am tis morning and realised my room light was still on!! aHaaa.. and my mom off e light and i went back to sleep again... woke up at 7+am for my 8am lecture.... Bless me!
Ohh.. i dreamt of "Da Ming" ytd nite, well it wasnt a sweet one... but i m glad it wasn't. coz ppl say dreams tend to turn out oppsite... heheh ^^ sometimes i wonder.. is tis an infatuationx? or something more den tat.....??
goShx.. i missed my napping time.... msning gordon mo e whole afternoon (actually not whole.. eh juz 1+hr hee) chatting with him... well although we nv meet up for so long but somehow.. i always can tok to him non-stopx.. from skool to life to crapx to future...ahhaha so fun... and we made a deal!!!! hheee is a secret... caN't tell ya!! =PpP

maddie at 6:49 PM

Monday, March 08, 2004

Great!! my mood is spoilt by someone tonite... saying me childish or even worse. Well. maybe i m still childish but tat doesnt mean i dunno how to tink. Now den i realised e theory of "playing music to a cow" telling something to someone tat practically tot u r using aien language. i doubt his understanding skillx.. i oso understand e feeling of too angry for words... e feelings tat no matter how u try to say, ppl is treating u singing song. -_-' I juz HATE ppl saying things like "i dunwan to continue toking to u.... bleh bleh...." someone tell me does it sound hmmm.... MATURE??? maybe to some extend only to a person. when we got our own stand, we dun haf to care abt wat ppl tink of ya.. e most impt thing is how u tink of urself.
Anyway going to slp soon. thought wanting to study for my test, but due to some freaking ppl, i got totally no mood now. Ok.. juz a brief summary of my reflections of e day. Nv eat breakfast too slowly.... AhhHH got late becoz of tat... aniwei saw him todae. He told me my face was not red and has become normal....^^oh.. another fellow tat make my day was ricky. Well, i really lurveeee him so muchx.. always praise me till heaven~!! *w|nK* I missed ek... when is he coming backxxx... i got loads to tell him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Words to ek : Hey u take care kkzz..... now u r gone den i realised how impt u r!!! dun smoke so much kzz, is bad for health!
Wellx although i nv ever show concern face to face doesnt mean i dun care kxzx... juz dunwan him to misunderstand my intentionx...............=)
ciaoxxx..... got to pack my bag.... holidays over... time for schoolxxx........

maddie at 1:25 AM

Friday, March 05, 2004

holiday is coming to an end... tats so fast!! having icas n practical nxt week, e thought of it really gona stressed me up.. WAT M I GOING TO DO ANd i got to work tml n sun... i have no time left..... FU*K f*ck!!! ARGZZZ wIth my dry n peeling face.... how e hell m i going to work tml??????? i m going to scare customers away....................... WTF!! WTH!!! DAMn VEXED NOW My mum still can keep kp me... say if i grow "Hei Ban" dun cry for help!!! for goodness sake!!! am i her daughter??? i m already freaking out with my face now and yet she can still sae things like tat to scare me.......
Actually have e intention to go for DCN extra tutorial todae... coz i have missed all e tut n lect last week and ica is on mon!!! i din even understand chapter 5 but e moment i faced e mirror after bathing... i got a shocked!! i looked like i got some illness!! i can't even go out!!!! but i still make it to school to get my energy ticketx!!! i even wore sunglasses n a cap all e way to sch... so can ya imagine how terrible my face look like??!! chiho they all even got a shockx!!! -_-'
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

maddie at 4:27 PM

MY FACE IS PEELING I HATE MY FACE NOW...... I LOOK LIKE AN IDIOT!!!!!!!!!

maddie at 3:52 PM

Thursday, March 04, 2004

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! PAIN!! how i m going to slp tonite????? my body is burning red.... I M SUN-BURNED my whole shoulder is practically aching... i juz hate tis process after sun-taning... e peeling session... is totally gross... imagine ur skin started to dry up n dropped off?? i dun mind if it is painless... but it is not!!!!!!!!! I hate my body now!!! I looked like a ROASTED PIG !!! Bloody red!!!! ER xin!!!!!! I looked so awful now... looking into e mirror used to be my pasture... but now.. guess got to get rid of tis pastime temperory... Lolx Find sorrows to suffer!!! (zi tao ku chi)

maddie at 2:17 AM

Tuesday, March 02, 2004

oH yahx..... suan le.. hope kevin would get well soon~!!! (he got chicken pox!!! by his msn nick la~~)

maddie at 12:20 AM

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