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ohh.. meeting kathy at 5.15... shittt.... going to be late... ciaoxxxxxx!!!!!!!!
maddie at 4:25 PM
yAwnzzz... it juz 1am n i have started yawning... *aRgzZ* can't stand my freaking life or shl i sae no life at all!! everyday work n work... is living so aimlessly now... everyday was like.. will i be late for work?? lunch eat wat?? hor fun or chicken rice.. after wk meet MRT station n go home... wait for bus 76 coz lazy walk.. bath le use com play gb.. or wat tv.. or slp early.. tml morning work up.. prepare for work... wow.. my life is really a cycle now... DAMN LIFE...!!!! i m soo sorriee... coz my life is sooo boring tat i dun haf any topic to blog nowadays... *hAizz*
oH yah... m parents decided to go BANGKOK for new yr AGAIN... *sObsOb* gonna wait till june to go KOREA... going to buy HP there.. by hook or by crook... but i really dun like bangkok.. went there 2 yrs again n got food-poisoned... i will rem it!!!!! but no choice.... my dad had already booked e air-ticketxx.... can't celebrate eng koh bdae... on e 2nd of lunar new yr... coz i am away..... toO badx!! he even invited kathy... *LoLxx* kathy... u shl feel honoured instead of being afraid!!! *pEngZz*
heard from lirong that dingdong gonna get fired... coz she always din do things right... DAMN E SUPERVISOR LA... so impatient... nvm.. wenlin.. its okie... anyway u oso dun like e job mahx.. maybe is blessing in disguise.. kkxz... *sMilex*
*ZzZzzzZZzz* ciaoxx... gonna slp.... nitexx... *mUackXxxx*
maddie at 1:10 AM yoZzzzZZ!!!! it seem to be a very long time since i last updated ya.... wellx... haven been working these few days... damn tired!!!!! e last blog i was working at crabtree.. heee... now i m in taka!!! yuppie... todae is e 3rd day of work.... times flies pretty fast there... everything was e same but juz tat desmond is attached!! is a pretty sad thing... haixxx.... but is okie... des is such a nice guy... e gal is quite lucky to haf him juz tat he is still abit shy n lack of initiatve... but can see he really like her... got ring somemore when they are juz together for less den 2 weekx... lolx.. sweet little couple... +mY bLessing to them..^^+ hehee although i m jealous la... but forget it.. i deserve it myself....
oH yahx... kevin is working at suntec.. he called me.. den saw jay at e booth outside taka... ahaha he look much better in person den in picx.. telling to ru to aim him hao le... is such a nice guy too.... can hardly find nowadayx....
there is so much things to tell u... but i haf forgotten most of them.. hehehe... but nt really much things happen la... nw working.. everyday face eng koh n des... let eng koh suan.. i suan him back... tats my day.. go back.. slp.. wake up.. work... haixx... wat to do... life juz sux!!!!!!!!!! taka promoter really all CMI!!!!! for goodness sake.. i tink des is e most edgible n cuttest guy in e whloe ladies shoes.... lolxx.. but i swear... eng koh can be e second!!!!!!!!!
toking abt eng koh let me remind of kathy ngan... eng koh really like to disturb her... i see liao oso wan luff... every nite msg me asking abt kathy... *pEngx* but still.. overall... he is a nice guy.. but attached!!!!! oh yah.. i juz realised something... all e ELLE promoters is attached!!! except me....... andy dun sae la... den left me n tat LUO JIA LIANG.... wah piangx... i muz anyhow sae one guy n pronounce ATTACHED OSO... before is too late.... mking like nobody want... ke lian de wo... k la... i go gb liaoxx.. hehe no time no play...
ciaozz..
maddie at 12:34 AM haven been updating ya... well... been terrible these few days... start from e start day of wk at crabtree... well got late e lst day... but we juz wk from 11 to 4... n i was feeling so tired after tat.. it was so stress n bored at e same time... got to memories e prices.. it sux!!! i hate memorising... den all e damn productz is soo chimzz... always dun get wat e customers are toking abt... e worse part is tat tis job got to deduct CPF!!!!!!!!! I m BROKE... it was sooo boring... i feel like quitting tml n get back to taka... but i feel like so irresponsible... giving them so much troublexxx.... sure got blacklisted from crabtree... but dun care le... sick of wking there... is nt e ppl there are nt nice... they are damn nice ppl... juz tat i dun tink i suit e job.. besidex.. i still prefer selling shoes... haixx... and e worse thing!!!!!! DESMOND GOT ATTACHED!!!!!!!! FOR A WEEK.... damn damn..... feel so heart-broken... i noe i deserve it myself.... but nw i can really understand kathy's feelings... feel so sad now... m i in luv with him or juz a infatuationx??? *ConFUSeD*
maddie at 12:41 AM DeaR bloggy... hmm.. haven been updating ya for soooo long.... well.. where shl i start?? heee... start from todae hao le... i m sooo excited!!! CANT WAIT TO TELL YA!!!!!! he is sooo cute... so shuaixx.... everything... for goodness sake... juz came back from skool.... seeing wilber live mini concert in skool.... i m IN LUV!!!! he really got me attracted.... his smile... his gestures...e way he dance hip-hop.... *cOoLx* oMg~~!!! i m drooling over him.... cuttiee pan!!!! Ru n me were like shouting e hell out.... goona haf sore-throat.. *aHermxx* but those ppl sitting behind us was like dead ppl...*LoLxx* no reactionxx at all!!! aRgxx... no wonder weiBo din throw his posters at our direction... -_-
hehheheheheheheehehheeheheheheeeee.........*iN lUv ^^* (sorrie edison... but i still luv ya too.. lolxx)
oH yahxx.... lirong told me they went to see weibo ytd at chinatown was a closed up!!!! aRgzz... nEar dIstancexxx u noe........ haixx... can i turn back time??? went ps with ru ytd... suppose to catch 5566.. cindy n toro... but end up??? din see a shit coz we cant find e venue.... n STUPID US!!!! it was juz beside ps... infront of bakers inn... *LOLXX* when we realised tat... TOO LATE!!! all we saw are RUBBISHxx all over e place....hAixx... *sIngapOreanxx* ohhhhhh.... guess who i saw??? MICHAEL HA MING JI!!! *PeNgxx* he was with a gal if i din see wrongly...+wOwX+ quite shocking to see him outside... tot he have been staying at hm for e last ten yrsxx!!! (his mini tee n JPG bagx)
OHH YAHXX.... i bought alot of stuffx tat day... heeee got a cute purse of snow white.. cinderalla n beauty!! it was soo cute... and i got a pOOh underwearxx.... hehe.. kathy supposed to meet us.. but her brother was sick.. hope her brother is better now.. *xIao sHuai ge* hehehe...
oH yah.. went to watch wishing stairs tat day with weiming they all... well quite scary.. but all i noe is tat i m e only one shouting in e cinema... *Lolx* aniwei got weiming to send me hm after tat.... *HoMe sWeet hOme*
Juz now at j8... we were all standing outside gv... den we saw e wishing stairz "model".. a hanging blooded doll... was startled at lst... but when our dear kathy say it moved or swing abit... we sort of screamxx... for goodness sake.... !!! peNgxx... !! *prewxx* lucky i din got any after effect after tat movie....
maddie at 12:23 AM todae is a rotting day for me....been trying to change my blog layout.... but ppl like me... no patient.. no talents... haixx... all in a mess.... i try again.. hmm... some other day!! hehehe... lazy la... k la.. end here... too lazy to type le.....
maddie at 11:30 PM EXAMZ OVER!! HORRAY!!! hmm.. but y i dun feel happy.... so weird... maybe becoz i dun seem to put in effort in tis examz... sort of got e feeling of taking sub paper soon.... -_- wat is wrong... my whole life... upside down!!
Anyway todae sort of have a great day.... but something happen b4 my great day started.... saw kevin at yio chu kang mrt station... is very shocking to me.... my legs really go jelly u noe... my heartbeat was like... X100000000000.... haixx y my reaction was so big... but i still stay calm la.. anyway i cried when i board e train... e tears of sadness... coz e feelings was like things have really come to an end!! i have finally learn to let go.... my mood was terrible at lst... but after some shopping... *PreWz* feel soo much better.... den meet chiho they all at orchard.... can see that dingdong face became so radiant after noeing "her" weiming was with chiho too... after meeting them... was alot of laughters... they are really full of crapz... bTHX.. *LoLx* although we juz go home shortly after tat... tot of catching a movie... but all of them was kinda of sianzz... so hOme sWeet hOme.... heyhey wait... not finish yet.... all of took 132 home... and alight at chiho's bus stop... den wenlin they all took 315 hm.. den me n weiming walk home... at lst i tot he only walk with me half e way coz he got to turn another direction hm... but i joked with him... den in e end... he really esort me home... lolx.... nice gUY...*dIngdIng* 10PTS ADDED!! heee.... but i accompany him wait for bus home... (aiya e bus come too fast liao) pengzzz....
i scare i fall for him.... but he is oso nice to everyone.... oh ya e worse part... kevin told me in msn juz now he like a gal... well.. sad to sae ... i STILL feel ABIT sad la... but i nv shed a tear!! juz sad he like a gal so fast... anyway i oso told him i like a guy... balance up... lolx... but i really got abit abit infatuation on him... (dingdong..sorriee..lolx) but all i noe is weiming is at least 10000000000times better den him... and i told him tat... lolx...
yEa... examz over... got nothing to do le.... so boredzzz..... tml...no plan...no programme...
weiming n chiho going camp for 2 days... hmm.. got to catch a movie with them when they come back... ^-^ *WISHING STARE*... aargzz long time nv see horror show le.... but now wanna catch UPTOWN GIRL ... yuPpixxx.... HOLIDAY ROX!
OH YA... still got to visit liyana these few days.... hope she is better now...^-^
kkz... tired le... go orh orh le.... ciaoz!!!
maddie at 3:13 AM slacking whole day... read abit.. walk around... watch tv... haixx... really dun gif a darn for e paper tml... my life sux!!! i can even cry when i watch e "tong zai wu yan xia"... e guy was like telling e gf that dun leave him again... dunno y.. somehow in my heart.. i felt so touched... n my eyes were filled with tears.. den i suddenly remembered him... i feel so sad all over again.. and i started to cry.... i tot i was over with it... but i was still sad... maybe those few days i was busy going out.. din have e time to tink.. haixx die... i better start plannig wat to do during holiday before i start thinking rubbishz.... if anyone know that he got a gf.. PLS DUN TELL ME... let me cool down for a period of time lst.... i really need a break... a really long one...
juz now i wonder... y he will sae he change impression of me becoz i ask kathy to spy him... and he tried very hard... wat did he tried up for... dun like me sae dun like... dun haf to try hard... tat hurts me lot!! if a person really like someone... no matter wat she did or sae... his or her love to them wont change... unless they changed!!! but i din... not at all.... but he seem to have interpreted wrongly... or he is finding an excuse.... haixx... y my mind is full of all these thingy.. shl be in studying mode now!!!
he juz msn me.... y my heart beat so fast... i noe i m being childish againz... coz i purposely put.. "wlber rox!!" behind my nick... i noe him too well... if i put toro or edison.. he noe i m crazy abt then... as for ppl like him... he may noe who is pan wei bo.. but he definitely dunno he is also call wilber... so i won... i got him feel uneasy... but maybe he is juz curious... but at least he bother to ask me.... i din explain to him who is wilber... let him imagine... or maybe he dun care...
argzz... abit disappointed in myself... i told myself to stop all these stupid actzz... but i still... haizz suan le... let tis be e last time.... hehe ^_^
kkz... enluff of my crapz... back to codes...
maddie at 12:12 AM well.. these few days are quite happening to me... at least i have not been slacking at home... after my account on friday(sux totally!!) den went selator mac with my fren to study cmath.. but end uo juz crapping around there.. n tok cok as usual... and i have forgotten that i was surpose to go to my ah gong hse to celebrate my ah gong bdae.. lucky my dad came n fetch me... den have a heay dinner... durian.. blackforest cake etc etc.. n chat with my cousins too.. quite a long day for me.....
The nxt day.. tot to slack at home.. but i dun feel like staying home.. so i msg dingdong... she ask me wan go lirong hse n study anot.. so i go lor.. coz i feel really sianzzzz.... ahaha by e time we prepared n reach her hse was like 6pm liao .. hehe.. but ended up only study a little alittle bit... coz after that i fallen asleep on lirong bed.. *yAwnz* when i woke up.. we started to tok cok n leave all e bookz aside...
Oh.. sometimes things were really zhun... i was telling them that me n kevin have been dragging for soo long liao.. when will we ever end... wow is like god has hear me sae tis.... when i came home n online.... kevin msn me.. telling me that we shl end our dragging relationship...hmm.. i agree too...but i still cry... yes i cried... but not as heartbroken as i did in e past... juz awhile n i stop le.. and i can still gunbound n luff.... lolx.. i m getting over it pretty fast i guess... i guess i have already prepared for that day to come... hehe dun believe can see my past blog...^_^
yah after gunbounding with liru... we hog on e fone till 6+am.. it was kinda of exciting... coz my mom n dad were awake.. preparing to go wk.. they came into my rm.. *pRew* nv saw me hogging on fone... although it sound like nothing... but it was really excititng.. *LoLx* after my mom leave for work... i was kinda refreshed... so me n ru were asking wanna go jog n have breakfast... hehh den we gian e breakfast to jogging... so i suggested "si ma lu".. n ru suggested to go pary oso.. den we ended up there at 9am.. tat was early.... but e hawker was already packed with ppl.... there were so much choices... we walk around e hawker for dunno how many round n finally settle for a table with good position...not too hot.. haha i was too fusy with e table ru choose... coz it was really kind of hot n warm inside... we ate "kuay churp" n shared a plate of vegeterian bee hoon with e crispy thingy.. n loads of green chilli...hehe.. oh ya something happen when ru was away to get e bee hoon... a guy suddenly sat up n ate e bowl of leftover porridge by e previous person... oMgz.. it was soo gross.. he din even care abt me staring at him... hmm.. i started to realised that there were actually ppl out there who got no food to eat... ke lianz... i dun mind giving him money to buy food.... and he was kinda of like a old ragged man....
aFter bugis... we went orchard... gian e 20% storewide at metro... hahaha but bought nothing... hhe but wait.. it was not a fruitless trip yet...juz who i saw?? hhehehe saw desmond... wow he went back to work...... my heart skip alittle bit fast when i saw him n tok to him u noe........*bLusHx* n ru saw andrew!! we were acting like a bimbo infront of des... haxxx my image gone liaoz...but still happie... smiling all e way to mrt........ coz desmond look alot nicer... his hair... look soo much better... cUte... wahahahahaaaa..... does tat show i go for looks?... hmm... no i dun... i dun.........i dun.....
wow... it was realli like a very long day........ after tat went chiho hse straight after... but i really tink i was too smelly.. so i went home n bath n go againzx.... den we ended up... doing abit... tok cok... play gb... den see sch magz... i was sooo enbarrassed..... they showed weiming my sec1 n 2 class photos... weiming really pengz.....all my image gone!!!! aniwei.. is really a nite of laughterz... really enjoy myself... although i din slept for a day......
i reach home abt 12am.... really damn tiredz... tot of playing gb..but i bthz... fall asleep at 12.30.... woke up at abt 12.30pm tis morning... but i was still very tired... eat my lunch.... fall asleep again.... woke up at 2.45pm... wat a day for me... tml still got html paper... i din even touch a thingz... *deAdz*
wow... finally finish my bog... nw msn with gordon... lolx wat a crappy guyz...
ciaozz
maddie at 4:11 PM eLLOw!! juz got up from my nap... feel so much better now... ytd slept at 3.30aM for that stupid iNfocoM... n woke up at 7.15am tis morning!! wOw~ i nearly got a shock of my life... i really JUMP out of my bed...*pRewx* lucky i was not late...
hmmm... today paper is really easy... coz if u memories eveything.... thats it... u can score it... haixx but y i only noe how to say... i forgotten quite alot of things... sO sad... but juz hope for a pass...-_- tMl is my account paper... me still here happily blogging... haven even touch anything... is late evening now.... *dEadx*
oH yah.. today saw my pri sch fren AGAIN... *LOLX* i really muz say LOOKS DO CHANGE... he become another person... i dun even recognise him when he say he is my fren... he definitely become better looking... and is alot!!! when i last saw him during seconday sch time... he was like plump n abit short... with a frame spect... totally a kid... used to be my tution fren cum schoolmate as well.... now he come so thin... tall but nt very la... but e face features totally CHANGED!!!! so nice meeting back with him again.... hehehehe but too bad.. not my cup of tea.. but like e past... he is still very smart n hardworking~...^-^
why everyone seem to finish exam tml!!!! *aRgzz* NOT FAIR..... i got to wait till 12nov!!! tml is juz my 3rd paper.... kinda of slow lehx... *sigNx*
gOing back to bOOkzz......-_-
maddie at 6:07 PM Well.. today basically have been slacking... after e English paper ( which totally sux!!) went for lunch at j8.. nothing much happen... after that.. went home n sort of dozed off before i actually bath.. i noe la.. very smelly.. *gEez* but pRew~ my mom n dad went shopping.. not home.. or else got another nagging session to endure.... *LolxX*
aFter tat have been sLackiNg till noW!! tHurs is e infocom paper... i din even read thru yet... but still i dun feel like doing it now... i noe there is no time left.. but y m i still not getting prepared??
Ohh yah.. saw my ex pri sch frenz... she is retaking e whole exam again.. cant believe she actually slack tat muchzz... but after toking to her... realise tat her attitude is still e same... i mean i noe her since pri1... till now... she is still acting very sPoilt... aiyoyo... but oNly cHild mah.. and hAve a dAmn riCh dAddY... -_- bUt still glad to see heR agaIn... woW~ i haVe beeN buMping inTo mY pRi sCh fRen vEry oFten these fEw days huh.... *Lolx* well.. i juz hope to see my pri4 crush again.. hehehe i dun ask for more k.. ^-^ i will be VerY cOntEnteD liao! =)
Juz now in e eVening mSn wIth him... weLL i reAlly duNno hoW to dEscrible My fEeling u noe... i tiNk i can cOpy hF sae:" i scare i fallen for someone else le..." well well... hMmmm.... heheheheeeeeee.... bUt i gUess is aNother iNfatuaTionzz....
fEel like pLaying gUnbouNd lehx... sUan le... bEtter stUdy haO le... -_-`
OOHHH YAHHH...... juz now waTch e shOw..mEi Li baI fEn bAi.... wowowowowow.... e vEry vEry tomboyish gAl... actually become a cHio bu... is like tOtally dFfereNt perSon.... rEally amazeD me.... tIs shOw how iMpt dRessIngs N maKe-up cAN do to SomEonE... *Lolx* got a sUddeN uRge tO go Jean hiP... they RealLy dId a gReat jOb!! i dEcided liAo... if bY 29yrs old... sTill noBody wan me... i wIll deFiNitly vIsit tHem.. bUt i woNder wIll thEy cLosed down by then... *sIgNx*
bUt i CAN'T WAIT.... feEl liKe cHanging mY imaGe.... *aRgZ* gOnna stArt dIetiNg pLan lSt...
iF i m going to die tml.. i have only ne last wish.... i wan to make my eyes LOOK BIG... den i will die peacefully.... *LOLX* but really la... cant stand my freaking tiny eyes.... make me look soooo.... *hAiz nO cOmmeNtx* -_-
eNuff gRumbling... cIaozz`!!
maddie at 10:44 PM
MARKETING IS OVER!!! but... dun think can make it anyway... i dun seem to be answering their qns... they ask for factors.. i gave them objectives... they ask for statregies.. i gave them factors.... wat is wrong with me???? all my mind is thinking abt transfering to TP OR SP... can pass my english is a BIG PROblem here... tml is e paper n i haven even read thruz anything... i seem to have give up my life... m i very useless???
oh ya.. juz now msn-ing with kathy.. send her my ex-crush picz... feel so jealous.. his gf n him look soo sweet... i m really JEALOUS u noe... den i juz mentioned they started from friends so their relationship sure gonna last... coz they love each other because of who they are but because of lookz... *Lolx* and kathy is soo obsessed with what i said... but is so true... so no hurry galss... open urs eyes wide.. look carefully around u.. look who is e one that truly care for ya...^-^
but y when i look around but found no one there for me....*sobz*
tIred... gonna sleep...*yAwnxxx*
+Wish kathy n liru good luckz in their econz tml...+
+Wish me, zhen,wenlin and lirong good luckz im our english O level tml... ohh weiming as well..*Lolx*+
maddie at 12:21 AM heyheyhey.. i m here again..have been studying for quite awhile.. really need to find someone n chat.. but today is exam 'eve.. no one is free to entertain my crapz.. i oso dunwan to disturb them study... so u r e only one i can turn to... after tis.. backz to books... but no matter how hard i try to considerate... my mind seem to wonder off to somewhere...
eXam? wats that.. something that cause a person to feel demoralize after all e hard work?? -_-
Watever~!! if i fail my examz.. dats it!! bye nyp.. tp or sp here i come.. (provided i pass my O level english tis yr)... juz tok to my father abt tis topic.. prew~.. he actually allow me to transfer to tp or sp if i cannot cope... now i feel better.. at least i m prepared for e worse...now i juz hope to get a c6 in my upcoming O level English!!!!
OH... i haven do anything to my hair yet... if they tml dun allow me to sit for e exam.. i M GOING TO TEAR DOWN NYP... all my weeks of hard works will be down e drain... my hair r not even blonde... is juz DARK BROWN!!! i wonder wat is e big fuss they r making... can u tell them to take a look at those ppl's hair... which r sooo much blonder den mine!! damn school...
oh ya.. saw liru blog... she maybe working at taka... not bad ar... honestly speaking... is really nice to work in taka.. i like e environment... so nice... still got eng koh n desmond to entertain her... tink she is going to have a great working time there~^-^ rather den wasting time tinking all those bastards... way to go babe~
enluff of crapz... back to bookzzzzzzzz........
maddie at 11:56 PM
eXam start tml.. wat m i still doing here?? i dun see the importance of this examination... i wont feel surprised if i fail any molecules... i din put in any effort... having headache now... izzit i slept too much or slept too little... anyone juz kill me n let me die.. i dun have any thing to fulfill or any goals to achieve...
No aimz.. no goals... no happiness... so wat is the point of living???
if he ever happen to come across my blog... juz wanna tell him this : i m very tired to play games with u le.. vERY Very tired... i sort out my thought le... i wan to move on... i dunwan to stuck here... i m not a toy.. u happy u come play with me... u nt free.. i was dump aside.. when u get tired of ur new toy.. u get me back from e dustbin again... zZzZZzzz.... i m not sad.. juz immune n disappointed... -_-
dUn worry... i wont feel hurt anymore... i dun grumble to anyone abt him anymore...hope i will nv mention abt him... quick... my prince charming... can u hurry up!!!! ur horse is so laggy.. so slow..... lolzz... *CRAPZ*
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PROMOTIONAL MIX : advertising, public relation, personal selling, sales promotion
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FACTORS DETERMINING LEVEL OF INVOLVEMENT: pREVIOUS evperience. InTerEst, pErcIved rIsk of NegAtiVe conSequnces, sItuatIon, sOcial vIsibiLty
Y STUDY MARKETING????????????
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maddie at 5:08 PM tHank god i finally did some studying today... copy out notes for marketing... for e lst time.. i understand wat they r toking abt... but i guess is too late.. i got to rush.. 2 more dayzz to exam... oh god.. getting nervous... i dunwan to flunk... got to go study later... going to burn midnight oil for sure....
today liru called me... i was so shocked to hear that she actually irc with hf from 3am to 8am... wow~ and during e period of time... she was basically crying.. u can imagine how swollen her eyes r today... i really feel that she love tis guy alot alot... more den i love kevin.... but of coz... their memories compared to mine... mine is peanutzz... but hf seem to have fallen for someone... that is sooo sad.... tis type of experience i really can understand... its really hurt!!!! HURT is e word... beside that.. no words can describle e feeling...
all i can conclude is that.. in a relationship.. when one have no feeling n lose e heart to someone else........ that is e end to everything... all memories will forever stay as memories.... it will be too late to change.... but at least is oso better den holding on to it when u dunno wat u really wan... tis is not love.. love shouldnt been like that.... for wat kevin n me r in now... i oso cannot explain... maybe he dun wish to let go... maybe i m e one... but there will be one day... when both of us will move on in our life....is juz e matter of time...
Life is soo bored when u cant find e someone to share ur joy.. ur sorrow... ur happiness....
going back study le....
maddie at 1:40 AM
